Thinking like that is a sick feeling.

your welcome i'm happy to help in any way and your mother does seem pretty hard to communicate with but at least you have a kind supporting boyfriend to talk to and if you feel the need then i say therapy is the next best thing to try.

Thank you very much for your kind comments. I cannot really talk to her because every time I call her or she calls me, she's unfortunately either very drunk, or on pills, or both. Luckily my boyfriend is an amazing guy and support system though, and I may start attending therapy soon.

thats horrible i can't come to imagine how horrible that had to be on a young girl like yourself which explains why you have so much hatred towards her but as i said before you still have to try and release some of that bottled anger you have for her not for her sake but for yours keeping your feelings inside like that could cause more scarring then you may already have trying to talk to her is the best thing i can recommend for you or a close friend you can confide in but at least her mistakes made you wiser even though thats no excuse for what you had to suffer through.

I agree. Resenting my mother adds to the guilt of this. But she was so horribly neglectful towards me during my formative years where I needed her the most because I did not have my father. I was raped at a young age also, with her in the same room while it was happening because she was too intoxicated to move to stop it. It's made me a much stronger and more intelligent person, but its still a mindfuck.

no problem i'm a teenager and i comprehend more then alot of the adults on this site do and if you truly have feelings for your father then either confess to him or try to bury your feelings for him its your choice i do recommend though that you try not to despise your mother so much its not all her fault and without her you wouldn't be here right now.

Oh I wish for it so much, its almost painful. If he were to pump his cum deep inside of me, I'd soak the bed..

Thanks for one of the rare, intelligent comments on this site. ^ Yes, I am female. And when I fantasize about these things, I just can't help but think Freud may have been onto something.. I resent my mother for keeping my father from me. I crave his attention so much and I hate her.

You need to act on these urges and get your Daddy to pump you full of his cum. You'll never be happy until you have his cock in all your holes satisfying you.

yes she's a girl a electra complex is that during a girls freud phallic stage of childhood development they develop a sexual attachment to there father or father figure leading them to detest there mothers and want to kill them so they can marry there father its not as complicated as you think and i wouldn't say your sick you just can't help it its what your body made you think.

Are you a guy or girl?