Depression/Anxiety/Anger
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 126 views | 0 comments
I get so angry with myself because I suffer from depression and anxiety. I can't talk to anyone about it because my anxiety gets the best of me... which then results in more depression. I'm in my early twenties and I've never once had a boyfriend, and I've never even so much as been on a date with someone. I don't have any friends beyond my workplace, and I don't do anything outside of my house except to go to work part time. I'm so pissed off because I don't know what to do to help myself. I DO want to get help from a doctor or a psychologist, but I don't want anyone in my family to know about this because it would cause more problems. I live with my parents, plus I live in a very small town, so it would be nearly impossible to see a doctor and keep it a secret. Not a lot of people understand how hard it is to hold everything in because of anxiety. I'm afraid that I'm going to die behind these four walls without living the life that I deserve. Every night gets harder and every day gets longer.
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