denial
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 93 views | 0 comments
I have reviewed for over 4 months for this gruelling exam. I felt I was ready, then I gave it and felt REALLY confident. Then, bam, I failed. I was devastated( still is) and am still in denial that it was my score. How can that be? I studied so much, prepared so much and prayed so hard. I was even praying during the exam breaks and I was thanking God because I knew a LOT of answers. Then I failed. I can not understand. I am in denial. I blame karma...I thought of the sins I did the past couple of months --- I was not a very good daughter, I kept on fighting with my parents, I thought maybe God punished me for that. SO I AM ASKING YOU GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ALL MY SINS. I just want to pass all my exams God so I can help people. That's the reason why I took up medicine. Please God. I am so sorry for I have sinned. Please help me make it good on my other exams.
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