delusions
Posted May 30, 2013 by anonymous | 381 views | 4 comments
So I just found this website, 3 days ago actually. This seems like a good place to speak what is killing me. This all started 8 mouths ago. My step father died of lung cancer. I have not been the same since. I feel back into old habits. Oxy and Vicodin I been abusing the drugs for more then 3 mouths now To be honest, the only reason I started to take them was so i would not have to deal with the fact that someone so close to me had died. at such a early age. It has been killing me. Am not the same anymore I see things, bad things. when i sleep, i dream of very dark things I once dreamed about killing some random woman in a bath tub stabbing her and letting her blood fill the bath tub. and I was exited that I had killed her. then I woke up. it scared the shit out of me. and ever since he died, I have started to see the same car follow me everywhere I go. A blue Honda civic with black windows. no! not tint but black. no license plate nothing. I asked my friend if he cloud see if the car was following me. i told him I would walk around and he would follow me. then the car came out of a parking lot and slowly followed me. I think I died inside when my friend told me that there was no car following me. What the fuck IS happening to me? Why do I have dreams about doing horrible things to people and I see this fucking car everywhere I go in the city!? Please someone out there tell me that this is just the Oxycontin playing tricks on me. please tell me am not fucking loosing my mind! fuck please someone give me good news for once!
Commented May 30, 2013 by anonymous
ask this in the curezone.com forum. they will help you
Commented May 30, 2013 by anonymous
It is the girl who is doing that all.
Commented May 30, 2013 by anonymous
Hahahhaa
Commented May 30, 2013 by anonymous
Good news? The Baltimore Ravens won the Super Bowl and the Baltimore Orioles is in the playoffs!!!