Dear Reader
Posted Oct 2, 2012 by anonymous | 355 views | 2 comments
I'm so tired. Lately, I've been feeling a lot happier than before.. But, I've found out that even happy people have their moments. I am constantly hit with the though of suicide. And though, I don't believe I would ever do that, it wouldn't be fair to those around me. But, then I thought, death is going to come anyways. People say that taking your own life or wanting to die isn't natural, but really, it is. In the wild, if one is to weak to go on, they are left, or leave by themselves to go find a place to pass on. I mean, shouldn't it be our own choice, not that of anyone else. I think my life has, and still is, staining my soul. Sometimes, I think I must either be a new soul and not use to or fit for the hardships of human life, or an old one that has gone through these things too many times and is tired of dealing with them. Who knows though. Oh well I guess. Hopefully, one day, this will all seem like a distant dream. Sincerely, The Writer
Commented Oct 2, 2012 by anonymous
It's ok. We all feel washed out and a bit beat down sometimes. And yes, sometimes death seems like a great idea when even the thought of getting out of bed seems too much effort. Especially just to face another heavy grey day. The only thing I can offer is to find the small things that give you pleasure and try to include one of them every day. Even if it's just a good cup of coffee. One small thing to make a bright spot. Think about what you really want out of life. Yes, a bucket list works great for this. Make a list. Read it every day. Start doing the small things you can accomplish easily. Happiness is something some of us have to work hard for. Don't let go of the small things because the big picture seems too much.
Commented Oct 2, 2012 by anonymous
One day things will be change & you will be successful man