cutting
Posted Jun 2, 2014 by anonymous | 234 views | 7 comments
I started cutting myself when I was 8. My parents fought constantly and my uncle raped me, so self harm was my way out of it. My parents divorced and my new step dad began raping me. It continued for years until, at 16, I was admitted to the psychiatric hospital. I had tried to kill myself by taking pills, but took too many and got sick. I was in the hospital for 6 months. I still want to die and think about cutting often. I'm 19 now and haven't cut in 180 days.
Commented Jul 14, 2014 by anonymous
You cut as a way to get out if it? Get out of what? Pain? By causing more pain? Riiiiight. Oh wait, you guys claim it is the only way to release the pain. I, however, find constructive ways to deal with my pain. I can cry on the inside and smile on the outside as I am taking out my frustrations while exercising, or punching a body bag, or a wall, or a goddamn person if they piss me off enough. No way am I going to ruin my body further and let assholes get the better of me by mitilating it further. That just means you are transfering your power over to them honey.
Commented Jun 10, 2014 by dessyXray
Dont cut urself, cut other people.
Commented Jun 2, 2014 by anonymous
if u stay negative yes ur life is gonna suck due to ur own perception. if u wanna let urself get dragged down by ur own thoughts n attitude thats up to u. lifes not perfect, this isnt an episode of the brady bunch. how u deal wit ur struggles makes all the difference.
Commented Jun 2, 2014 by anonymous
So wrong. It will not get better. In fact it gets worse and then you die.
Commented Jun 2, 2014 by anonymous
I cut my entire face off once.
Commented Jun 2, 2014 by anonymous
im srry u went thro that. its not easy but dont destroy urself coz of others. stay strong. it gets better
Commented Jun 2, 2014 by anonymous
I would love to rape you. PM me and tell melds about your rape fantasies and how you want me to do your sweet cunt