cutting
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 79 views | 0 comments
I cut. I will cut my arm till it bleeds, till it feels better than what's in my head. I told one person about this, but he didn't care. I am supposed to graduate soon and I don't know what to do. I want to get a real job but I'm scared of real life after I leave college, and I wonder if I wasted the last ten years of my life on a degree that doesn't mean anything and the last two year on a husband who doesn't love me. I'm heating but I still love my husband and everytime I see my fling I wonder which I want more--to f* him or kick him out of my house. I hate him and I hate myself. I hate my husband for leaving me.
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