In high school a few years ago, I loved porn, especially blowjobs. My first blow job I received got me hooked. But looking at porn, it always made me curious to know what it feels like to be the "girl' and give a blow job. I didn't like the image of me being a guy blowing another, so I tried cross dressing. I wore a few of my sisters dresses and clothes and I grew an insane hard-on almost instantly. The feeling of the soft satin, the elegance, etc .. all the more persuaded me to want to give a blow job. Anyways, I browsed online sites and finally connected with an older guy (I just turned 18 then), who had a fetish of young cross dressers, I was the perfect match. I was pretty nervous the night I was suppose to go to his house and suck his cock. I thought about backing out, but just told myself to get it over with because I'm always going to wonder and wonder. I went to his house while taking some of my sisters clothes and makeup along the way. I had him pick out an outfit for me to wear which was pretty cheesy, my sisters gymnastic leotard, pantyhose, and black ankle-strap heels, and then I put on makeup, but I still felt sexy and could see it in his eyes! After a little chit-chat, it was time. He was already hard when he pulled down his pants, I got on my knees and stared at his cock, I thought "This is it, I'm about to give a blow job." and started sucking and thought "So this is what it's like to give a blow job." ... The warm cock, soft, smooth head, the noise from my lips, the soreness of the cheeks. After a while he started to moan and he cummed in my mouth. The cum was an interesting feeling I can't describe, and then I swallowed. Later on, I changed into a red dress and gave him another blow job, this time I wanted a facial and got one. When the cum landed on my face I couldn't help but smile, it was wet and warm and the warm smell was a great sensation. I'm not gay, could never have feelings for a guy, none of my friends know that I do this, but I must admit, I realized I really enjoyed giving head and the cum and am going to do it more. There's nothing wrong with experimenting and expanding your sex life!