My phone was ringing. It was Elizabeth. "Hello" I answered with a mourning tone in my voice. "Bryan where are you?!" Elizabeth was so pissed now. I couldn't think of a legit excuse for why I didn't come home. I get off of work at 12:00 am. It was 12:30 pm in the afternoon and Elizabeth hadn't heard a word from me. I'd always be home about thirty minutes after I got off of work. Here I was though. My girlfriends sister laying on my chest, asleep, with her arm on me as though I am her soulmate. Again, an angel was on one of my shoulders saying "How? how could you?" and a devil was saying "Go ahead Bryan, you're the man!" But me, shit, I was about to lose my fucking mind! I hated what I was doing! Jessica was the kind of girl that gets you sprung! I didn't want her but I could not resist her. Yes, I'll admit I wanted her at first, but that was out of my foolishness. Here I am trying to blame it on something else. I had finally come up with an excuse for why I didn't come home. "Babe, I was out drinking with a few friends." I could hear her starting to calm down. "Bryan, I thought we had an agreement that you weren't gonna drink anymore!" she responded back with obvious stress in her voice. "Well, Babe" I was about to say when Elizabeth heard Jessica ask "who's that Bryan?" "Bryan, was that Jessica?" Before I could answer I heard her say "how could you?!" with her voice filled with sadness. I couldn't believe it.. I wanted to feel like it was all Jessica's fault but wasn't I the one that came in her room with a fucking raging cock? Wasn't I the one that touched her first? She simply retaliated with what I wanted! I felt like I couldn't blame anyone but myself. I got up and got dressed not taking thought into waking Jessica up. I left her there at the hotel room. Me being the fuck up I am I go home and try to explain to Elizabeth that it wasn't what it seemed. "Bryan how could you stand here and lie to me?!" She was screaming with tears coming down her face. "Those times you got up late at night leaving out of the room!" "It was pretty obvious!" "Her going in the bathroom with you!" "I never said anything because I couldn't believe it, I didn't want to believe it!" I was completly speechless guilt settled in like a storm. I had actually said I didn't want her because of seduction from her sister that I had caused to happen to myself. Jessica rushed passed me with tears streaming down her face. My very state of being was in a complete daze now.