Crazy
Posted Oct 12, 2014 by anonymous | 189 views | 2 comments
There are times, especially late at night, when I get the urges to do crazy things. I feel giddy and invincible but also completely afraid of everything. Sometimes I'l just lie in the dark and smile at the ceiling, this incredible feeling of mirth washing over me. Sometimes I laugh, for minutes on end. I punch things, and bite or cut myself. It's similar to the feeling I used to get when having my panic attacks except instead of feeling intense despair I feel intense and perverse pleasure. But that same tingly feeling runs through my body. My fight or flight response kicks into high gear and I'm either paralyzed or restless. Violently restless. I see and hear things. At times, I truly believe that I am insane.
Commented Oct 13, 2014 by anonymous
Next time you have this feeling (s) masturbate....i garantee. It will be a amazing orgasm.
Commented Oct 12, 2014 by anonymous
Ya know I guess that's fine. Just don't molest or kill anybody and you should honestly be fine. If you think you're insane then maybe you are. Sometimes it adds character in my opinion. But again, don't molest or kill anybody. There's no reason to ruin a bunch of people's lives just cuz you might have some sort of selfish compulsion that you can't control one time. Not saying I think you have that in you, but who knows. Whatever.