Confused
Posted Dec 11, 2012 by anonymous | 310 views | 2 comments
I hate myself. I am extremely obese. I am ugly. I am not that smart. I have started smoking cigarettes which I hate. I am a procrastinator which is affecting my grades at university. I sometimes wish I wouldn't wake up, I don't cut but I do find ways to feel pain. And i am extremely paranoid when it comes to friends and people talking. I question everyone that says they like me. i don't think they do. they just tolerate me.The worse part is that I have a great life, a good family, I'm in university, I have friends I guess. But the thing is I can be happy, I am relatively happy as long as I'm distracted by people or things. Once I have a moment to think I go down hill. But I mean I really don't have it that bad. I don't talk to anyone about this because I just feel like I'm just a whimsy bitch. I real don't have it that bad. And people will just be annoyed with me if I talk about my problems. The one time I tried to talk to someone I thought would listen they just asked if I wanted to see a councillor which I'd like to avoid. Again mostly because my problems really aren't that bad.
Commented Dec 12, 2012 by anonymous
It sounds like your life isn't that bad from what you are saying. The message I'm hearing is this. Your parents love you very much and support you when you need it. Your self esteem is down for some reason either a sour relationship or family isues.Please talk to one of the professors and explain how you are feeling. Life has its ups and downs, take control of it and things will get better. You have the ability good luck and keep us posted.
Commented Dec 12, 2012 by anonymous
Take a help of the counseling to resolve your problem.