Child who watched child porn
Posted Jul 14, 2012 by anonymous | 2682 views | 5 comments
When I was like 13 I was all over the internet on sites and chat rooms that I should not have had access to. I realized quickly that I was turned on by the most fucked up shit...incest stories, rape stories, bestiality videos and the worst of all....child porn. Yes as a child I would cum so hard watching child porn from limewire..... a few times I was afraid the cops would come and be really confused that there is not even one man or boy living in my house. I am a female btw. I would wish that someone was abusing me like the other little girls in the videos. Sick. fucked up. after I came I would feel so ashamed. I'm older now and I don't look for the kiddie shit online anymore...cept stories. Those are safe cause its fantasy and that's what it should remain. Fantasy. I will always be sick and fucked up and turned on by the grossest shit....ugh
Commented Jan 4, 2013 by anonymous
I was the same way.....found it online when I was like 13 and jerked the hell outta my cock! I wish I could find a women to the fantasy!
Commented Nov 22, 2012 by anonymous
when I was a teen, I found my dads porno collection 1 day looking for Christmas gifts. I started to watch a few, jerked off to a bunch and then I saw a tape that freaked me out and turned me on at the same time. On the tape was my uncle Charlie laying in bed butt naked, and then my 9yo female cousin comes into view, also butt naked and hops on the bed. I think you know what I saw after that... 30 min of a lot of bed rocking. My eyes were glued.. I couldnt stop watching. About 5 min into it.. I had the biggest boner of my life. I beat the crap out of my penis watching the video. I bet I watched it 50 times before it came up missing. It was awesome.
Commented Oct 24, 2012 by anonymous
I wouldn't be so hard on yourself. I had a similar experience except as a boy. Even before I had access to the Internet I had strange fantasies. I have no idea where they come from. I'm glad to know I'm not the only one! I'm not sure what is more exciting, the sex or the taboo in the fantasies and why I find the taboo so attractive. I could probably fill up more volumes than De Sade with all the stuff that has passed through my head. Am I a bad person? Apparently not. I'm not out there harming anyone and wouldn't want to harm a flea in actuality. It's your imagination and you can do anything you want with it. I say own it, have fun, and be gentle with yourself in the aftermath.
Commented Aug 4, 2012 by anonymous
it's all fantasy. don't feel bad. it's good that u don't watch child p0rn as an adult tho.
Commented Jul 14, 2012 by anonymous
To watch porn movie below than 18years is judicial. So never see such types of movies.