Five years ago, I was married to the sweetest, smartest , and even attractive girl I have ever known. We met when I was a sophomore, and she was a junior in high school, but we didn't start dating till after college, then not engaged till my last year in veterinarian school. We have three kids, and she is still the same as when we met. For three years I have been sleeping with another woman who is married. I have known her since I was three years old, when we were little we would say we would get married when we grew up. I was dating her the last two years of college, but she didn't want to wait till after I finished veterinarian school to get married, and she had been seeing someone else, who she married about a year and a month after we broke up. How the affair started was when me and my friends were out at a bar, so was my friend from long ago, she was still pretty. We started talking about the old times, and the new times, she had three children also, she looked good for three kids. At the end of the night she told me that her husband was out of town, and asked me to join her for th night. If we were sober this would seem like a bad idea, no matter how much we wanted to, but we were not sober. We went to her house and we had sex, th funny thing is that although I had dated her for two years, This was the first time I had sex with her. It was awkward the next day when she woke me up the next day and I had to sneak out with out he kids, or neighbors seeing me. We continued this affair, and she has had another child since, she claims it is mine. My wife knows of this affair I think, she asked me I denied it. I love both of them, they are both the only two I have ever had sex with, and the only two I have even von out with. I love my wife more, she was willing to stand by me till I finished my education, but if I had picked some other carriers, one that did not require so much school, I know I would not b married to my wife, and would be happily married.