cheating/guilt
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 97 views | 0 comments
SO i'm writing about my last relationship, i cheated on my x boyfriend about 15 times, it was crazy had sex wit about 3 guys and making out was just beyond .meaning countless...while we were together it was my first year of college and i just couldnt control myself when igot drunk, but after the last time i had a realization and stopped..i mean better late than never right..well somehow he found out about 1 of the boys i slepted wit and i told him, n pleaded to himthat is was a lie...i mean i loved him REALLY i did....but we stayed together, then a while went by and i saw this one kid i wantd to do...lets say i used school to say that i needed a break i was stressed but after i banged the kid i got back wit him sayin i missed him to much...i think i was just addicted to sex for a while and since he wasnt wit me meaning near me i i couldnt have it when i wanted it...i was on campus he was back home...i have slept wit over 20 peole i think to be exact 23...but i am clean, i get checked yearly and always use protection...but i looked at him dead in the eyes and just told him that i would never cheat on him how could he think that and this and that...but we were together 2 1/2 years. and it was last october that i cheated on him but we broke up in august, thank god we did... now i am in a relationship and i am so so so happy....it was for the better he was still young minded and i wanted something serious, someone who wasnt playing lil kid games anymore....well the reason i am writing this is because this is about the only thing i have to confess and i say that because everytime i looked at him into his eyes while we were together i thought about how i cheated on him....but its all good everything happens fora reason, now i am happy wit my new boyfriend....goodbyeee
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