Cheater
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 73 views | 0 comments
I cheated on my boyfriend. Less than 24 hours ago, I slept with a friend who I haven't seen in four years (we had a thing while I was in his country, and now he had come to visit me in my country, and had been flirting online in the mean while.) In less than 24 hours, I'll sleep with my boyfriend, who is coming in from out of town to vist me. I haven't seen him in 2 months, and after this visit it will be another month until I see him again. (We're apart due to summer break from university.) I'm not going to tell him. There are a number of reasons and ways that I've rationalized my behavior as either my boyfriend's fault, or mitigated its importance. (ie. these are very unusal circumstances, and I'm highly unlikely to be a repeat offender, or that my boyfriend has often said he didn't think cheating was ground for automatic termination of a relationship.) I'm going to sleep with him for the next week, and then break up with him, but I'm going to have feelingless sex with him for a week so that it doesn't have to be awkward while he is here. How have I gotten myself into such a terrible position? How am I such a terrible person?
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