This is the story of probably 85% of the population of females 17-25 in the college arena...such a typical statistic. Girl willing drinks, girl gets drunk, girl hooks up with guy... So why do I feel any different? I wasn't drunk at all. Tipsy, but not drunk. And being tipsy makes me very, very aroused. Like, it's out of control. I become insatiable for sex. And I just can't say no. I had a feeling we were going to hook up when we bough all those darn bottles of wine the other night....but for some weird reason, I didn't care. I wanted it...and lately, I like the feeling of recklessness. Being out of control...And I was horny as hell lately. I was in hormonal overdrive...it was just a matter of time I guess. Was he the type of guy that I usually go for? Not really. As is the answer of most girls who drink and sleep with the guy. He's goofy as hell...but tall...thin built. His dick was most disappointing tho...I figured with all that height, I was in for a good 10 inches of meat. Didn't happen..average peen. Meh. We really just started hanging out more this past month. And for me, I'm surprised I slept with him that fast. I was expecting a build-up of even two or three months...not a month in. But this isn't the worst part...the worst is, he has a girlfriend. And not that I'm putting it too much on my mind, but it's just weird as everything that it happened... He's just not my type. Or it would bother me....thankfully. It was just that once. The sex was nasty...carnal, wet, and a little awkward because my body just couldn't handle all that pounding. It's been a while...my body has a way of just closing up when I know I'm not supposed to be doing something. I want more...my nympho has been awakened. But I know I can't...and it's merely anxiety, stress and depression that has me drawn toward this. I'm not thinking clearly...not at all...