#Bladder Fail
Posted Oct 1, 2011 by MSJW | 391 views | 2 comments
My parents never beat us when we were children maybe an occasional spanking but that was it. When I was ten my Dad was in a really bad car accident and my Mom had a nervous break down. My Mom had to send us to our Grandparents house across the US I had never even met my moms side of the family but we were there for nine months. I was ten and had two younger sisters and my Uncle accused my sisters of breaking something of his that he left at Grandmas house. He lived 45 minutes away and I called him and told him to get his shit and shove it. He made a 45 minute drive in 28 minutes and he came into the room took off his belt and beat my ass. Once he pulled me down to the floor I pissed my pants but he kept going, when he decided to stop he kept telling me to get up!, get up! He had already dominated over me and I could barely stand. Did he want to stare at my urine soaked pants?!?! Or was he still trying to exert his control over me. I guess the beating thought me a lesson. I never talked to any adult like that again but its been about 20 years and I don't think I put the situation completely behind me. He never liked me after that and I never liked him either. As an adult I fantasize of men getting rough with me physically and sometimes with belts. I don't like pain but it seems like I get some thrill out of being terrified and dominated over. I am attracted to man who are controlling and abusive and I think it might have something to do with the incident with my uncle. I probably should see a counselor but this is free and takes less time.
Commented Oct 1, 2011 by anonymous
Dear one, You are strong enough to overcome the hate of that man. Your desire to be dominated could come from any source. I have that fetish, and I had the most complacent life one could imagine. I hope that bastard rots in hell for what he did to you.
Commented Oct 1, 2011 by anonymous
Oaaaaah you like that!!! I will tie you up and beat you with my belt and after you piss yourself I will bang your urine soaked body until you cum.