are u there god...it's me...
Posted Apr 20, 2014 by anonymous | 262 views | 6 comments
I confess I'm mad at god right now, not really mad ...just plain Pissed. Just don't feel like speaking to him even though I miss my prayer and mediation and my life is flipped upside down right now. I'm sure he could and would help me out. But he allowed n son to die...at 4, no warning...just let him grow wings and leave me behind. We were inseparable he was in Many way as,my best buddy. He loved me so never wanting to be away from me for very log. Being a stay at home mom was my joy. It was my job to mold my children...and this one who's name was kaidon Jayce was m last and littlest fella. The other kids over 14. They say he died of heart failure due to onset of diabeties...but that was only because he died of heart failure and had blood sugar of 400d.i think otherwise. Murder. Of someone who threatens it. They tried to prove such thjng but could not. But I know how the sheets were when I found him, and I know the tests slmekne sent me about my son who was feet away "sleeping"
Commented Apr 21, 2014 by anonymous
for you to be mad says He is more to you than some distant spirit in a cloud on a chair. i believe just like eistein believed. i say that to say if you know God then he knows you wouldve told your kids about Him. so your son got to meet Him first. remember He only blesses fools like this imposter? and babies. but to be mad at Him says soo much about you. Great things about you. im sure you are a wonderful mom. God just wanted to help. t
Commented Apr 21, 2014 by anonymous
God has reason to everything & this might also have some reason behind it.
Commented Apr 20, 2014 by anonymous
This is God again. I AM GOING TO FRY YOUR ASS FOR ALL ETERNITY, BITCH!
Commented Apr 20, 2014 by anonymous
Dude u are very disrespectful. U r going to burn
Commented Apr 20, 2014 by anonymous
This is God speaking: FUCK YOU!
Commented Apr 20, 2014 by anonymous
god is there for you at your darkest tines he wants you to talk to him not turn away from him I am so sorry for your loss but your kid is in gods hands now and watching over u