Any advice, please?
Posted Nov 1, 2014 by anonymous | 230 views | 4 comments
Hi, everyone! I think I have a problem. I am in very long relationship. It was serious from first day. He proposed me 1st time when I was 17 (I am 25 now) and I refused because I had to finish my education. Now, when I graduated and done with everything , I don't want to move in with him. I love him so much, but looks like I grew up since we met , but he stayed same. He still talks about same things, do same things... You know... I do not have any more excuses , but thinking about moving in there makes me sick. Will I ever be ready to be his wife? I hate his place and I hate having sex with him. He does all the things that I love, but I never feel attracted to him. He looks great, but I don't feel any butterflies in stomach. And I never did. But I can't live without him, I love him so much. Is there anyone who loved person without attraction? I just need advice: should I get married and give up on ever having sex with a person I am attracted to? I've never had that experience, I lost my virginity with him and I am always wondering how does it feels when you want someone so badly and do it. Whenever I wanted someone I ignored because I love my boyfriend. I live in small, conservative town , small and conservative country. If I quit on this relationship I could stay alone forever, or get in same situation again, because here most of the people are married at my age. I have no chance to move out from here (I can't stay anywhere longer than 3 months with my passport) and I can't get a job (isn't my country shittiest place on earth :D ) so he pays my bills. I feel like there is nothing that can fix this situation and I would appreciate any advice. Thank you
Commented Nov 13, 2014 by anonymous
Sex is always better with somebody that you're attracted to. You can't cherry pick who you're going to be with. You need to meet a guy that you're somewhat attracted to let him give you some pleasure upon your treasure. You should never have sex with somebody that's not turning you on. You will not reach your full potential of pleasure and your treasure if you hump a man that does not turn you on. You need a good looking guy that has the ability to hold you down and make you take it like you really want it.. Tell your man that you want him to use your face as a batch catcher he will be all over you
Commented Nov 8, 2014 by anonymous
Thank you so much! Deep inside I think same, I just have no courage so I just needed support from anyone. I know that support from stranger online is stupid way to make life changing decisions, but thank you so much. I appreciate every word you wrote. Thank you , stranger :)
Commented Nov 2, 2014 by nafiens
I am sorry about your situation kid but you need to move on. I don't think you are really in love with him. I think it's more you care about him and don't want to hurt him. it is sad and all but your better off moving on now then getting married and being miserable. Good luck the both of you. You grew up and he didn't.
Commented Nov 2, 2014 by anonymous
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