Today is the four month anniversary for my boyfriend and me. It seems like we've been together for the last three years. I've had this raging crush on him the last three years and I've been honest about it with him and he's felt the same way the whole time. But there was a big distance thing so we never dated. But I moved closer and I came to visit during spring vacation and that's when we officially started our relationship. But I had to o back to finish school so we didn't get to see each other for about 2 months. So we didn't get to see each other for our first two anniversaries. Then for our third one he was out of state so we didn't get to spend it together. And now we can't spend this one together cause his mom is coming home. I see our relationship going somewhere cause I really care about him and I do love him with all my heart. I've never had a guy make me smile or as happy as he does. And he wants to make our relationship last too. But our last anniversary I got really mad at him cause he was with another girl. And now today he's with a guy friend. It makes me sad that he is spending our anniversaries with other people. But I tryst him not to do anything and we tell each other everything. I just have one secret I haven't told him. And I'm sure he'll understand. I went to a friends house for his memorial day party and I got high and I was doing some drugs and we ended up having sex. I stayed the night at his house and in the morning when he took me back home he kissed me and told me "last night wasn't a mistake, I'm in love with you and have been for the last 9 months since I saw you" I didn't know what to say. So I just kissed him back on the cheek and told him "I'm sorry but last night shouldn't have happened I'm in a relationship and I'm moving out of state" now I don't know if I should tell my boyfriend that we had sex. I told him I was drunk and high though and that I stayed at his house that night. But I didn't tell him anything else. HELP??!?