Although I will never speak to my ex again, I do have stuff I wanted to say to him
Posted Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous | 416 views | 3 comments
Two good friends from college, started dating a few years after we both graduated. Long-distance. I loved him and he loved me. But it didn't work.. just couldn't abridge the gap in thinking, lifestyle, and our physical distance (14hr flight distance apart). Broke up when he visited me and during a heated fight, he hit me. And it was all over. I want to tell him how still angry I am. How can you physically assault me, did you ever think what it would do to me being hit by a man twice my size, behind the locked doors in my studio apartment? Do you know how humiliating it was to think in my head that second 'I need to do whatever he wants me to do so as not to aggravate him anymore', and to tell you I was sorry when I didn't mean it? After it was all done, did you ever think to check on me - instead of defending your actions? I understand you were upset and disappointed in yourself at the moment but still, where are the priorities? It's been several months, I never contacted you since you left that day, but my mind still drifts back to that day sometimes and it makes me wonder how the burden of your action falls more heavily on me than on you. I still see your 'crazy eyes' as you yelled in my face, shaking me. We were great friends, you know. Those days we hung out at the cafeteria late at night, taking comp sci together, hanging out on your porch drinking cheap wine from Kroger. We could have been together. I would have married you. It's your fault. You said you knew you were my soul mate. Bullshit. See what you've done to us.
Commented Jul 6, 2013 by anonymous
now you are free to suck other mens penises and swallow bucketloads of cum!
Commented Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous
Wtf are u even saying?
Commented Jul 3, 2013 by anonymous
You need to be rethink about the situation that has risen up & come up with a solution.