Adulterous mind
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 122 views | 0 comments
I've been married 20 years and my husband befriended a local semi-pro singer/musician in a genre we've never even listened to. So now I am totally lusting after this guy, no idea why, he is from another area of the USA quite different from where we grew up and is just 4 yrs younger than me (while my hubby is a bit older and is straight edge, responsible, loyal, part time minister - but not a Xian, tries to help all people and animals, has always had a full time job, we own a house, plus he has cool tattoos). We all went out the other night, and even there is a woman we all know who is gorgeous, feminine and sexy in a classy way who hangs w/ us too, he wanted her bad but we wound up driving him home (hey, I actually felt sorry for him). He drinks way too much, cusses, talks about s*x, has a bull-sh** low paying job, no car or phone or even his own apartment, and doesn't even have any tattoos, but he's an artist y'know, the bad boy, a little dangerous. A little? He might be bipolar. And I'm middle aged, fat, butch, married, and supposedly still in love with my husband. I mean, c'mon, hubby is way hotter than this cowboy, could probably break the guy's arm with his pinkie, my hubby has more local respectability, money, responsibility and concern for others than this new dude. It is 2:30 am on a work night and I wanted to put this out to the world. I so believe in karma and I know lusting in the mind is a sin. But if you eat the same Vegan Burger for dinner every night since 1985, sometimes you start to wonder what it'd be like to have a quick taste of some Southern Fried Chicken. Just once. So Great Universal Mystery, Goddess and God, Shiva, and the Unknown, please forgive me.
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