Addicted to medication
Posted Jan 29, 2014 by anonymous | 1992 views | 3 comments
I am addicted to taking medication . Specifically medication with acetaminophen . As you may know , it is a pain killer . I take excessive amounts of acetaminophen at a time . Not because im trying to get rid of a body ache or kill myself .. if anything im trying to live . Mentally I’ve been in pain for about 2 years . I have overdosed before . Many times to be honest but never anymore than 6000 MG a day . Of course I would vomit profusely the next morning but I wouldn’t actually feel any sort of pain . I could die I know .. I almost have but it is the only thing that can treat my pain . I feel actually happy when I take it , like im not alone .. like I can live .. like I am myself . Being as I am 15 and remotely small , doing this will harm me . But if it can make me happy , that’s okay . Personally I would be fine with dying but that is not what I want . I want to be free , happy , loved , and myself .
Commented Jan 30, 2014 by anonymous
STOP now
Commented Jan 30, 2014 by anonymous
well you seem contempt with death so what else is there to say?
Commented Jan 30, 2014 by anonymous
You need to consult with a Doctor to get rid of this thing.