a fat friend
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 123 views | 0 comments
I think my best friend looks disgusting. She has all this fat around her midsection and I find myself stealing glances in sick fascination. She constantly jerks her shirt out from under her rolls. When she sits in a chair all her fat bunches up and it looks like she is leaning on herself. Once I was in the room with her when she changed shirts. I looked at her stomach quickly. It was all dimply and stretched out. When she walks she waddles a little. When she wears a nice blouse (not a t-shirt) you can see a full spare roll encircling her torso. Her back flab bunched up from her bra bounces when she walks. When she is laying on my bed and we are chatting the fat and skin on her face are overcome by gravity and her face looks distorted. I'm not skinny but I'm not fat. But I'm glad I don't look like her. I don't normally think fat people are nasty to look at. Its only with her. Why? Maybe always acknowledging her disgusting body affirms that my body is better than hers. And that makes me feel good.
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