34yo veteran planning and preparing for suicide
Posted Nov 4, 2013 by anonymous | 297 views | 9 comments
I'm waiting on moving to Dallas before I kill myself. I have no desire or will to live anymore. I was abused as a child before I was adopted and my so called religious family could care less. I feel bad that someone will have me house sitting and when they come back I will be dead in there brand new home.
Commented Sep 8, 2014 by anonymous
You can always ask someone to kill you!
Commented May 18, 2014 by anonymous
Forget about your childhood, none of us can revisit it anyways, just look for the best every day in your life and enjoy the details of every day, its the best way to start
Commented Nov 8, 2013 by anonymous
Veteran... I'm currently enlisted and this is not what we were taught. Be strong and remember you are never alone. Especially as military, we are suppose to be role models and leaders. Talk about having it rough, we all have stories. I should be dead but I'm not and I plan to do a lot more living. I had a gun against my head as a 5yr old. I've been on the wrong side of the barrel so many times and that's just before my enlistment. I've watched folks die since I was just a little kid. People I didn't even know. Death is a gift but you better earn it. Our mortality is beautiful and you earn your death by living good first. Fate will decide your time. Until then, live! Give yourself purpose and keep on kicking ass
Commented Nov 5, 2013 by anonymous
Its the most selfish thing anyone could do with their life. your going to do what your going to do but know you will regret it on the other side and realize all the people who do care for you in the physical world, and will be giving them the torture and agony of your suicide for the rest of their life. I know how it feels to loose someone great to me of this and it is not easy.
Commented Nov 4, 2013 by anonymous
I'm the author of this post. it's clear that this is my best choice considering what has been going on in my life
Commented Nov 4, 2013 by anonymous
Please don't kill yourself. A lot of horrible things happen. Some of them have happened to you and nothing will change that. Nothing will make your personal history better. And a lot of good things happen. A lot of them can happen for you. Get out into the sunlight. Eat wholesome food. Share the company of good people. Help others. Don't be naive and deny the ugliness of the world. Don't lose hope and turn your back on its beauty.
Commented Nov 4, 2013 by anonymous
whatever you do don't pray nor expect a christian god to answer your prayers,, good luck & remember that there is another way & a secular life out there & you can live it happily.
Commented Nov 4, 2013 by anonymous
Good luck. Suicide is a scary thing. I've thought about it a lot but have never had the courage to go through with it.
Commented Nov 4, 2013 by anonymous
Please talk to someone about this. Please dont do it.