18 and confused.....?
Posted Feb 3, 2013 by anonymous | 325 views | 3 comments
I'm a 18 year old guy and a high school senior. Ever since I was younger I struggled to find who I was. At a young age I acted diferent than every other boy, I hung out with alot of girls and had them as my friends other than a lot of guys. I knew I always had an attraction to other guys but I thought it was wrong and a sin so I hated myself for a long time. During my freshman year in high school I started to become "one of the guys" but still hung out with girls and people older than me. I started being attracted to women too. I felt girls were the easiest for me to talk to because they cared more about stuff other than most of my guy friends. To this day I still have more friends that are girls compared to guys. I think its normal for a guy to have a girl best friend, and vise versa. I have come to terms that I am bisexual, but I have a stronger attraction to men. Its so hard for me to tell anyone though, especially friends and family. I have acepted myself but its hard to let others accept me. I have a feeling alot of people have suspected it, but I think I keep lying to myself saying ive hidden it so well. Does anyone have any input they would like to give me. greatly appreciated. thanks
Commented Mar 5, 2013 by anonymous
Don't waist your life on other people, as long as you can accept yourself and it sounds as if you have. Don't think of if as God doesn't love you buddy he created you right? Well I for one am a 45yr old male who married and have an 18yr old son from that marriage, (My son is my Heart) Me and his Mom are really good friends now. What I'm trying to say to you is that we are all different and I thought that I was going to Burn IN Hell for my Homosexuality. Not So!!!!!! It was I that had the Hang Up, Everyone else including my Family accepted me. So Be Happy and Proud of The Man You Are Buddy!!! God Bless And Good Luck In Your Life. Hope this Helped You Out Some?
Commented Feb 4, 2013 by anonymous
Don't feel sorry for yourself dude.
Commented Feb 3, 2013 by anonymous
hun... one I'm soooo proud of you because you you accepted yourself... two being gay bi les or trans is NOT a sin Jesus him self said " thou who does not know love does not know God..." so how come God would counteract it saying love between man and man or lady and lady is wrong... I think someone added there own thoughts to the bible... or maybe God's words were gayness wasn't favored by him ( not a sin but not exactly what he wants .) because of thw whole reproducing thing, but at the same time.God wants you to be happy.... and if your family and friends love you they will not judge you... I have soooo much respect for you that you did this blessed be )O( Carly