
I shouldn't be alive
Posted Apr 2, 2013 by anonymous | 384 views | 10 comments
i always wondered what it would be like to hang by just my genitals. by experimentation i learned that i could tie a twenty pound weight to them and they would stretch down somewhat but without much pain at all. i started experimenting with a locking pulley by hooking it to a rafter in the garage laying on the floor and tying one end of the rope around my genitals and slowly pulling on the other end. i pulled until my butt came off the floor, about a quarter of my body weight. i could definately feel the stretch. the next week i went way back into our woods with the pulley and a tall ladder. i put the pulley over a tree branch about 10 feet up. i got on the ground on my hands and knees by the ladder and tied my genitals to the rope and pulled. my genitals pulled back and upwards toward my anus. i pulled until just my toes and one hand was on the ground. then i got my feet up on the first steps of the ladder and pulled. pretty soon my feet were way up the ladder. i kept one hand on the pull rope and got the other hand up on the second ladder step, that's when the ladder tipped backward and i found out how awful it felt to hang by my genitals by almost all my weight. i quickly grabbed both hands on the pull rope to try to get some of my weight off my genitals but when i did that the rope pulled down on the pulley and my backside went higher. i tried grabbing hand over hand with the same thing happening and i went up higher. all kinds of fear poured into me. i was afraid to call for help but i could feel a stretching pain that i never felt before making it hard to breathe. i started thinking, what if i can't get loose? what if i yelled and no one heard me. what if i died like this? how could i have done this to myself? Getting past the panic and thinking it out i finally realized that i had to get high enough so i could grab the branch that the pulley was on.. it was totally opposite of wanting to be down but i had to pull myself up to get down. i had no choice and so i started pulling my self upward. i was almost to the branch 10 feet up when i felt the skin of my scrotum get pulled into the pulley. the piching was extreme to say the least and i knew that if i pulled anymore that my balls would get pulled into the pulley and i would be done for. i saw a little stub of a branch that was almost in reach but to get the branch meant letting go of the rope and swinging myself upward. it was a scary decision for me. holding that rope kept from all my weight being on my genitals and once i let go of the rope i knew it would move behind me and i wouldn't be able to reach it again. it took awhile but i finally let go and i'll never forget the fear and pain from being up there like that. it took four agonizing tries to get ahold of that branch. from there i got the big branch and then it took a lot longer to get the pulley loose and get my scrotum skin out of the pulley wheel and carefully climb down. i had bad rope burns. i had skin tears around the base of my genitals and inside pains like sprained ankle pain in the deep root attachments parts of my genitals. a month later they finally felt back to normal. one things for sure I will never do anything like that again.
Commented Jul 7, 2013 by anonymous
A lot of thanks for your ernite efforts on this site. My mom really likes participating in internet research and it is easy to understand why. A number of us notice all relating to the compelling form you offer rewarding ideas via your blog and as well as boost participation from people about this point while our own simple princess is without question becoming educated so much. Take pleasure in the rest of the new year. You are always carrying out a very good job.
Commented May 6, 2013 by anonymous
Your's is a point of view where real intelligence shines thorguh.
Commented Apr 3, 2013 by anonymous
You should not do such fullish things with yourself.
Commented Apr 3, 2013 by anonymous
You're a fucking moron and I wish that you had died instead. No one is giving you any sympathy because they hate your guts, loser. You're an asshole.
Commented Apr 3, 2013 by anonymous
First of all thanks for being sympathetic. i can't explain why I did what I did. One thing just led to the next. My penis hurt the worst by far. I would have thought it would have been my balls but I guess the way the rope was it was pulling mostly on my penis. Pull down on your earlobe really hard for like 10 seconds and you will some what get the idea.
Commented Apr 3, 2013 by anonymous
I can't believe that not one person showed any sympathy at all for you. yeah it was stupid but I don't think you expected what happened to you. It must have been teriible. My questions are: why would you take such a risk? I mean you seriously could have ended up neutering yourself for life or worse. Secondly, since it is well known that those certain guys parts are so delicate, I was just wondering what hurt the most your penis or your balls?
Commented Apr 3, 2013 by anonymous
If you hate men so much, start a new post. I'd love to hear your reasons, you fucking cunt! I bet you dream of being raped and gagged and tortured, just like all women do. You make me want to puke. Damn, I wish you would get gang-banged just to shut your fucking pie-hole.
Commented Apr 2, 2013 by anonymous
Damn! I wish i could have been there because....just as you were reaching for that branch I would be on the ladder and grabbed your feet and hands and hog tied you, tied a rope to your hands and feet and a big waste container to the rope, ran a long hose from your house to the container and I would turn the water on nice and low, and as it slowly filled up stretching it more and more and more I would start to tell you all the reasons why I hate men and their damn male genitalia.
Commented Apr 2, 2013 by anonymous
No one wants to read a boring essay. Fuck U! Be brief. State the obvious: I'm a jerk. That would do nicely.
Commented Apr 2, 2013 by anonymous
It's a fucking shame that it didn't tear your balls completely off. You're a fucking moron who deserves to die.